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♥ Monday, November 5, 2007♥

well, today ish the last day of the major papers. physics, eng and bio was tough, i think. so yupp, nvm, i did my best le. i realised many many things during this period. when i read the horoscope last week on eight days, i realised that scorpions were the ones who get hurt most easily, and they really cannot take blows. so i think i was at fault last time. i am, arent i? hais. it's really painful facing the facts. everything's like so different now. ppl are getting further and furtheraway from me. its just so hard to communicate with ppl now, esp him and elmo papa. hais. jus so weird.

my whole family is also worried bout my cousin who ish in boys' home. he's like...jus making us into believing that he has changed for the better. i remembered that i almost cried wheni read his first letter. it was so heartbreaking to noe he went in, he suffered inside, he realised his mistake. but recently, his ex came back and contacted him, which made everything revert back to normal. now we dont even noe that he could come out for his birthday not. his behaviour is getting bad to worse, although he kept mentioning he has changed. im realli worried. noone noes how he ish inside, only his mum and my grandma can visit him. noone noes how his frens are. i've been like writing letters to lyk encourage him and advise him, but its like, im scared that it'll bug him and irritate him. hais.

druing the exam period, i also realised how tlc means to us. she's such a great teacher. she's the HOD but yet she has to do so many tings, even if it's other teachers' job, she will do her best to help them and stuff. den when we met her for consultation, even if she was suffering from gastric, she ren and continued the consultation. she's reali a GREAT teacher. she always pray for us, but yet she doesnt force others to believe in christianity. and her hugs are great and warm. tlc ish great. and yet, we are leaving her. she will be the teacher we'll miss most.

but yupp, i can be more relaxed after the exams le. actualli i've got many tings to write, but nvm, im lazi..dont feel lyk writing much le. jus hope thoughts can flow and i can start writing someting. (:


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