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♥ Tuesday, September 18, 2007♥

its reali a torture. prelims 3 weeks reali tired me out. guess they had dragged the exam period over too long a period. although dint reali do much during the one week break, but guess it is a mental torture bahs. i reali gave it my best shot but it dint reflect in my results. sho yupp. its a disappointment.

but a greater disappointment was u. u jus changed like that. without even warning me. its jus too sudden for me to accept bahs. sho yupp. gonna let it go eventually, after my sad period.

my mum jus started her course, to nursing. she had not worked since i was three or four. and when she said she wanted to work, i was happy for her. but now that she has started, i felt my heart ache. taking care of the family is already not easy. now she has to work 6 hours. the most difficult is to study and to take tests, so that she can qualify to work again. well, its jus such a dilemma, whether should i be happy for her or sad?

thanks yong man. thanks a lot. without u, i wont be able to du guo this nan guan. and sorry hors, im letting u go malaysia urself. have fun kkaes. (: hope tat u'll b happy in wadeva u do and i'll b here for u as well.

yupp tats all bahs, jus wanna convert my unhappiness into words and not tears anymore. perhaps i write again soon or mayb after exams le. all the best to all graduating students.


LittleTwinStar wished again.