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♥ Sunday, July 15, 2007♥

Tat day the phone rang, i was still at home. SHe was in critical danger. However, i proceeded to skool. and then, halfway to skool, i receivhed "Granny passed away". It then hit me that i was the onli one she haven seen for the last time. And she's gone jus lyk tAt. It was a big blow to me. though we werent tat close, i jus couldnt accept death. Probably cos the last time my family had someone passing away was when i was four, and i dint even noe aniting at tat tym. How could somone jus go jus lyk tat????

It was torture for the past few days. After skool, i rushed down for the funeral- first day. nort many ppl came but when i went to c her, she doesnt look lyk her. she looks beautiful. the days passed and today ish the last day. the past few days have been tiring my family. esp my dad, who has been sleeping at the funeral to guard the place. i could c his oldness.
my dad said tat bfore she died, she accepted the Lord. which ish a veri good ting. it was such a miracle. she was a reali stubborn person, and my dad's side have owaes been strong buddhist, except my dad. however, my granny started to believe, and my mum the nite bfore she died, she prayed tat if my granny reali believed, jesus shall take her to a place where there's no suffering, and there she went. It was reali wonderful. It was a relief to my family, as she kept going in and out of hospital.

today, everyone reached the furneral earli to help out clear. den came in a chinese orchestra, flower girls and monks. after all the rituals, we walked wif the coffin in a traditional van for a dist bfore boarding chartered bus to the place. there goes in the coffin and it was burned. it was reali hurting. i guess. up till now, i jus couldnt imagine someone could go jus lyk tat. and everytime i tink of it, i'll feel veri bad. veri veri bad. i'll miss her as well.

i hope there wont be anione taken away from me...or else i reali couldnt take it animore. ohs yars, my uncle say our funeral was counted veri grand, cos we spent reali ten over thosands on it...den got reporters. weird. i dint noe tat reporters will even be interested in tish kinda of tins. i tink they should jus stick to their job scope and nort intrude other stuff. yupp. off to work, i've spent my weekend tiring myself out onli. all the best to the rest.


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