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♥ Friday, April 20, 2007♥

well for the past two weeks, i reali had many thoughts. last week, i tot our frenship between me and her would reali crash, cos i reali reali carnt stand her sudden change of temper. however, my patience has been telling me to forget it, dont tink bout it. it has been telling me since sec 1. she's better tish week bahs, more smiling and laughing. but, i tink we arent as close le.

den came another prob of my fren. sumtyms SH *my fren's fren* would suddenly walk off without tellin en lors. den leave her lyk blur blur. den we find SH ish veri selfish. en ish nort good in humans, and bcos we were gonna hav a test tat day, SH wouldnt tell her lyk extra info she noe! she wouldnt share! cos she wanna score better. den sumtyms when ppl ask her whether she studied for the test, she said no, but actuali she did, a lot. i donno, reali thought bout it veri long. i find its lyk, normal frens shld teach each other. studies ish nort bout competition among frens but personal competition. SH was outcasted during sec 1 and 2, and now she befrended en, she hav the responsibility to play a part in it, and nort en owaes giving in. tats nort frenship le. with SH around, en and kan dont hav personal tym alone le. hais.

my gf cried and needed sumone and i wasnt there for her! reali felt guilty, cos i fell aslp when she called. hais. her fren, backstabbed her, bad mouth her. well, okie, her fren ish nort sumone whom ppl reali lyk, but they all gave her chance to fit in, but she's jus.......i donno how to xplain. she appear to b a good fren, but behind, she.... i tink she'll reali regret when she lose my gf. she rocks kkaes. and her other frens. hahas. and i jus carnt stand it!!! cos step down le rite. *i miss my ruan!!!*

theres a charity co concert in june, and i reali want to join, but it depends on our midyr results which i dont tink i can do well. hais. gotchang cheng and all the nice nice songs. but i tink lao zheng will osho cancel chang cheng cos i doubt the orchestra, wif the standard now ish able to play it and other ten over songs within a month plus. its impossible lars. i miss co.
aniwae yupp was veri xcited since last nite cos first tym sho earli come home. hehes. den super slack today too. yup lets b happi bahs! (:


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